Halloween Costumes:
I’ve been looking for a Halloween costume that looks cute, but I can also wear to work. I’m a teacher so it has to be appropriate, aka forget all those super sexy costumes (not that I would’ve picked one of those anyway, but maybe I would’ve gone for something slightly less conservative). I used to hate Halloween, but now I like it. And I love dressing up. I bought a cute bumble bee costume a few years ago, but then I wore that for like 2-3 years so I wanted something different. My first thought was to use one of my old dance recital costumes, meaning my choices would be things like ballerina, race car driver, flapper, sugar plum fairy, etc. I decided that I didn’t want to ruin one of those costumes and at work you never know who is going to be eating what food and suddenly feel the need to grab your leg or something and voila, there’s a stain! So I was thinking that since I’ve done the bumble bee, maybe I’ll do a ladybug because I like ladybugs! But all the ladybug costumes were fairly sexy. Have you ever seen a sexy ladybug?! I haven’t so they should make a non-sexy costume! Then I thought I might be Tinkerbell. The unofficial ones were mostly too sexy-ish. The official Disney one is cute, but more expensive than I wanted and also the sizes are kinda weird. Like, has Disney never heard of petite? It comes in medium and large. Looking at the measurements, medium might not be huge, just slightly big, but then I’d have to get a green shirt to go underneath it and it wouldn’t look that good so I gave up on that. Then I thought about Minnie Mouse because a few of my students love Mickey and Minnie (and I was trying to do something they’d recognize). However, that was also expensive and mostly sold out so I gave up on that one. Now I’m thinking a witch. we have witch hats in the attic and I want a witch’s dress that has a poofy skirt and has purple in it. Also is less than $30. Not specific at all, right?! haha. Not surprisingly, I haven’t found one that has met that criteria! Now I’m thinking that maybe I’ll be a black cat and just wear a black shirt and pants and get ears and a tail. But then I’d wanna draw whiskers on my face and the kids aren’t allowed to have face paint so if I do then that wouldn’t really be fair. Maybe I’ll just wear the bee costume after all. I’m gonna go to the mall and look around on Saturday so we’ll see if I find something there that I can piece together!
I started thinking about what I would’ve dressed up as if Halloween were on a weekend (although, I might not have dressed up at all then because I don’t have a party or anything to go to) and, inspired by the “TV and Movie Themed Costumes” section I saw on websites (although they didn’t have anything I loved aside from the beautiful Disney princess costumes that are way too much money!), I probably would have been Maura Isles! No one would have understood the costume, but it would be cute and easy! I could wear a nice top with my pencil skirt and put a lab coat over it (we have one from when my mom was a mad scientist and when I was Meredith Grey!). Maybe I could have even put my hair in that fancy ponytail again too! Too bad no one at work would understand it because so far that seems like the easiest costume!
Hurricane Sandy:
I have off of work today due to the hurricane (and probably tomorrow). Luckily, Long Island isn’t in the direct path when they show the projection of the storm on TV, but still it’s supposed to be pretty bad. We’ve had strong winds and they’re getting stronger. We haven’t had all that much rain yet. I really don’t even mind this storm as long as we don’t lose power, but since it’s likely that we will then that sucks. They think it’ll take 7-10 days to come back. And of course I’m worried about all types of shallow things rather than safety (only because I’m pretty sure that I’m safe; otherwise I’d be worried about safety too!).
In case of power loss, I have a lantern thing nearby (um…where is it? oh, found it in the hallway! Not quite as nearby as I thought, but still close enough!). I also brought an extra blanket into my room because if there’s no power then there’s no heat! We have extra food and water and all that stuff too. And I have a book to read, a charged iPad and phone, work to do, studying to do, and closets to switch to fall/winter clothes.
My silly fears are more along the lines of:
What about my primetime TV shows? Even if we do have power, the TV stations have news like 24/7 right now. Okay, I’ll watch On Demand or on my iPad when power is back. But how will I catch up in one weekend? What if power isn’t even back by next weekend? How long will it take to come back?
Alright, I’ll catch up on the shows, I can breathe again. But what about GMA?! If I can’t watch GMA, how will I know what’s going on in the world and/or with the storm?! Yes, I have a battery-powered radio, but I need to see and hear this stuff from Josh, Lara, and Sam!
What about my midterm on Thursday? I’ve barely started studying so I’m panicked enough about it, but what if the LIRR and subways aren’t running yet? How will I even get there? I can’t miss a midterm!
(Crap, we just had a second power surge! Not liking this.)
How about work? When do we go back? Will I have enough lessons planned and the materials ready?
What about the kids’ Halloween celebration?!
How can I write my paper for school if I can’t get on the Internet? I know I have time before it’s due, but I’ve been overwhelmed and now this hurricane will back things up and make me even more overwhelmed.
What am I going to eat that actually tastes good?
I think the fact that most of the country is just going on with life because things are fine there is what kinda bothers me. I wish I was in LA or something! I do feel more comfortable having the TV on and seeing other parts of NY, NJ, CT, etc. But once the power is gone then that option is gone too!
I was enjoying the storm yesterday when I was at the beach taking pictures! I don’t even know what I was freaking out about earlier. Mostly the “unknown,” I think. I don’t like uncertainty! Anyway, I guess I’ll go do something productive with my time rather than sounding crazy on tumblr!
Hurricane Sandy Part 2:
I updated my LJ about the aftermath, but since I posted about the hurricane here before it happened I guess I should post here about the aftermath too. I mean, I’m pretty much gonna copy and paste excerpts from LJ, but it’s better than nothing! I’m torn between thinking about the hurricane non-stop watching coverage and not wanting to think about it at all. We got extremely lucky, and for that I’m very happy, but I think part of me feels guilty that so many other people so close are suffering. We’re donating clothes and stuff, and allowing friends who have no power to come over and get warm/eat/shower/sleep/whatever. Part of me just wants life to go on normally and forget this ever happened and part of me feels that we need to give it some time first. I don’t know. Anyway, excerpt time!
I posted here a few hours before we lost power and my main concerns seemed to be missing my TV shows, not being able to do schoolwork without the Internet, and possibly being bored. Obviously I wasn’t quite prepared for this storm! I mean, it wasn’t awful to us and I was still concerned about missing TV shows, but I just didn’t realize how serious and horrible it was going to be for so many people. I can’t even describe what I feel looking at the pictures of all the extensive damage.
Monday afternoon/evening I was sitting at my desk (right where I’m sitting now, actually!) and as the winds got stronger I could almost feel my chair shake. I have a hutch on my wall above my desk and I could see it shake. Only slightly though, so I wasn’t too worried about it falling off the wall or anything! Then I heard my sister scream and I heard a thump so I ran to see what was going on. A huge branch from one of the trees in the front of our house flew over the house, broke the gutter in the back, and landed in the pool. My dad went to get it off the pool cover. A few minutes later my mom and I were looking out the window and another huge branch came flying into our yard; I didn’t see it, but she did. Soon after that we lost power. Having no power is obviously harder when it’s dark out! We have lanterns though (battery-powered, not candle-operated) so we used those and spent most of the night listening to ABC on the radio, which was comforting because I had been watching ABC most of the day so it was the same voices and stuff so somehow that made me feel better. And it kept us in the loop. We kept seeing flashes in the sky, but the radio was saying it wasn’t lightning; it was either transmitters (transmissions? transistors? What are those things called that were in lower Manhattan?) blowing up or houses exploding (because according to my sister’s friend 14 houses in our town exploded; not sure how true or untrue that is). During the night I threw an extra blanket on my bed because no power means no heat and we’re not used to losing power for extended periods of time in October! It has been fairly warm lately, aside from the past day or two so that was good.
I slept and then the next morning I was frustrated because ESPN took over their radio station again so we didn’t have ABC’s coverage (although we found a more local station that was keeping us updated) and I couldn’t get anything on my phone to work. Wi-fi obviously wouldn’t work and 3G was mostly down because apparently ¼ of the cell towers were down. I even had trouble getting/sending texts; I could only get a text if I was connected to a phone call, but phone calls wouldn’t always connect. I ended up calling my voicemail a lot just to get my Twitter texts! Our neighbor had a generator so we ran an extension cord to keep our refrigerator working. We went for a drive to see some of the damage around and we also got gas in a tank for his generator. The power company had warned us that we could be out for 7-10 days. After that we cleaned up the yard. Mostly I raked a lot of leaves and carried a bunch of branches. My dad and my neighbor did the huge branches and the sawing and stuff. We left the small twigs and leaves on the lawn because the lawn guy will take care of those, but even without that we had about 7 bags, 3 garbage pails, and then a lot of branches that were just too big so they’re lying in front of the house by the street. We walked around our block to see what was happening nearby and we saw more trees and poles down. At night I was reading in bed when the power came back on! Actually, it came on for like a minute and then went off again and came back for good a few minutes later. I ended up watching that day’s GMA on my laptop while watching 20/20 on TV so I’m not sure how much I saw of either! haha. But this was the first time I was able to see the scenes they had been describing on the radio. Like Long Beach, which I really like, was hit very hard. And half of the Atlantic City boardwalk is destroyed. Breezy Point is the town next to where my mom spent her summers as a child and there was a huge fire there that took out so many houses. There were some fires on Long Island that firefighters couldn’t get to because of how deep the flood water was and people who should have evacuated but didn’t and needed rescuing. My sister’s boyfriend is a volunteer firefighter and his neighborhood was hit very hard too so he was actually working with the National Guard to rescue people and everything. I’m used to seeing horrible things happen on TV, but this one hit so close to home. Seeing pictures of Manhattan subways flooded, like the South Ferry 1 station I was like, “I take that subway every week! Not as far as South Ferry, but still it’s the same subway line and this is crazy!” And I’ve been to Atlantic City and Long Beach and there were pictures from towns only 15 minutes away. Even the other part of my town was hit really badly because they’re near the water. And when I see pictures of devastating things I think, “That’s the same storm we had. If we were slightly further south we could have lost everything, but instead we’re here in our house safe and warm.” So, I feel really lucky. And even with getting our power back after 28 hours, that was lucky too because 90% of Long Island lost their power and a lot of people I know still didn’t have it back earlier today. Okay, enough rambling. Overall, mostly the storm was a lot of really strong wind and a little bit of rain. I slept through half of it probably!
A lot of the traffic lights aren’t working so driving is a bit crazy because people are just driving wherever they want and you have to be really careful because there are a lot of accidents happening. The night after the storm we went to get pizza in a shopping center that’s always crowded and on that night there were only about 6 cars in the lot. The whole shopping center was dark aside from the pizza place. It was so weird to see!
A New Month:
You know how everything month there’s one of those picture/quotes that says something like (well, I’ll use the one I just saw) “November, please be awesome,” or “August, please be good to me?” Well, I usually reblog them and I decided that I’m not doing that anymore! At least not for a while. I reblogged it in August and then my grandpa died. I reblogged it in September and our neighbor/family friend died. You’d think that would be enough to realize that clearly, reblogging this image was not helping anything! Not that I’m saying it made things worse, but asking for the month to be great just wasn’t quite working. Apparently that wasn’t enough because I reblogged it again in October! And then we had a giant hurricane. I was just about to hit “reblog” on the November one when I stopped myself and thought, “Nope, not gonna do that this month!” Let’s just see how the month goes on its own!